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[02 Nov 2004|12:18am] |
ok so for devils night/halloween kevin and i went out and here was our costume saturday we went to the matadors show and we dressed up like we were going to our 50's prom and then on our way home we died in a motercycle accident and became zombies so sunday we dressed the same but put on "dead" makeup and here we are:
 day 1
 day 2
(out of all the pics of us these two are my favourite)
and now the rest: ( BRAINS! )
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[18 Oct 2004|04:50pm] |
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my journal is back to being friends only, if you aren't on my list and want to be added leave a message!
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[29 Sep 2004|01:03am] |
i made the best apple pie in life tonight
yea i'm that good
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[24 Sep 2004|03:38pm] |
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[21 Sep 2004|11:57pm] |
i really dispise london and the attitudes people have to each other, and how some people think they are better then others and can decide what is and isn't cool, and shun people if they don't fit their views even if they are/were friends,
and it's expecially at the hardcore shows, it's never enough to jsut go to the show and have a good time watching the bands you went to see, you can't dress how you want or dance if you want or do anything you want without people making fun of you or hurassing you for doing something they don't think is "cool", and i don't understand it, why can't people just do whatever the fuck they want why do people have to cop such attitude , obviously everyone can't get along, no that's too much to ask for.
and i know i'm not better then anyone or even considered "cool" by anyone but i'm still out there i still show support for the bands and i'm still nice as hell to everyone, even to people i don't know, and why? because i wouldn't want to be treated like shit if i go to a show or whatever so why would i have that attitude, i guess i just don't understand people, i prolly never will.
and i know i'm far from perfact and i know i'm crazy as hell but i still know how to be a good person, and not just cast judgement upon people for silly unimportant reasons.
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| hahahaha zing! *wispers* whats a skelator? |
[18 Sep 2004|08:54pm] |
i'm at kens right now, we had a fun filled day, just like we used to, we sat around and lurked on the internet and ate spagetti all messy like, and i cut and dyed kens hair so now it looks pretty again unlike that mop he had before, and i also bleached a streak in my hair at the front and it's kinda redishy golden and actually looks pretty rad
also went to the embassy last night made some new rad friends, and a bunch of shit went down that sucked
and that's about it
p.s patty is a weiner
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| i'm alive.... do you care? didn't think so |
[10 Sep 2004|05:00pm] |
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so yea yesterday was the first time i left my house in almost a week, i just couldn't go out side it made me feel sick so i stayed in my room watching csi . i didn't even go out on wednesday oooooooo rachael missed a wed night pffft who cares
i hate how i'm just expected to be everywhere all the time, and people jsut expect to just see me , but what if i was always there, would anyone even nothice? or care? prolly not
because the people who care about me are sarah and sofia cause they actually took the time to call me and knew something was wrong when i haven't left my house or even gone on the computer, and no one even noticed, what do i ahve to do to make people care about me?
how can someone know so many people all over the place and still be so alone and feel so unloved.
i don't even want to go to the show tonight anymore, but i am cause i like the bands, i'm not really gonna talk to people or even hug them, so don't be surprized if i get mad if anyone touches me.
blah blah blah yea i know i'm just selfish and a drama queen and an attention hog, but who cares cause no one pays attention to me anyway.
there is something seriously wrong with me, and it's not my body it's my head i'm starting to loss control with it, i was so good before at hiding how i felt, but now i really can't, and i'm fucking miserable and i don't know what to do.....
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| attn: everyone! |
[03 Sep 2004|03:15pm] |
i am selling my nokia n-gage qd, it's brand new i played it twice and that's it, and it has two games with it, spidarman and tiger woods golf,.
i'm selling it for $225,
it's a potable game system/cell phone, and it ahs text messageing and all that (you just gotta sign up for it)
so if anyone is interested let me know
thanks
xo
Rachael
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| attn: pit bull luvers |
[03 Sep 2004|01:09am] |
i'm sure most of you have read the paper and have seen that people are bashing pit bulls and trying to ban them, and it's unfair to ban dogs because they think the dogs are bad, when they aren't at all it's the trainers that train them to attack.
so this saturday at noon in victoria park there is gonna be a protest to help out the pit bulls, because it's unfair to ban them and we should try and help the poor dogs out.
xo
Rachael
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| yea that's right, i'm a little heartbreaker |
[31 Aug 2004|02:55pm] |
Gemini - Your Love Profile
Your positive traits:
Your lively, outgoing attitude attracts people to you everywhere you go.
You can talk your way into - and out of - any situation you desire.
You're adaptable enough to flirt with anyone - and people tend to fight over you.
Your negative traits:
You get easily bored in relationships, and tend to jump from person to person.
You tend to be a bit of a player - and have a high tolerance for drama in relationships.
Not the most emphathetic person, you tend to tell lovers to "get over" their problems.
Your ideal partner:
Is intelligent and quick witted enough to keep you interested.
Is a bit of a shape shifter, providing you with the variety you crave.
An open minded person, who's willling to have a non-traditional relationship.
Your dating style:
Exciting. If your date shows you a new experience (like Egyptian food or scuba diving), you're very happy.
Your seduction style:
Experimental: it's rare that you try the same thing twice.
Ultra kinky - you do stuff that's not even in books yet.
Hot and cold... sometimes you're just not into the whole sex thing.
Tips for the future:
Settle down a little. Sometimes good things come with time - so don't let people go so fast.
Acknowledge that you're a player and flirt. If your mate can't live with this, find someone who can.
Give your partner a little more attention. You don't have to be a social butterfly all the time.
Best place to meet someone online:
Match.com - enough sexy singles for you to find a new playmate when you get restless
Best color to attract mate: Sunny yellow
Best day for a date: Wednesday
Get your free love profile at Blogthings.
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so i got some new clothes yesterday with the parents, i got two sweaters and a pair of pants and a skirt and cute undies
woo how exciteing my life is let me tell you.
i hate living in the east end of london, it's so full of white trash and crack heads and drunks, oh yea, so classy.
ugghhh being poor half white trash sucks, i can't wait to get a job and move out, and not live in the east end anymore.
so i've decided i want to start dating someone, but i don't know whom, i have a few little crushs but who knows if they are interested back, so i think if you have a crush on me and live in london, or near london and drive seeing as i don't you should tell me and we can go on a date. now how fun is that?!
woohoo! oh man i'm a loser...... but at least i'm a cute loser.(and a bit crazy)
oh well bye
p.s
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Fool me once,
shame on you.
Fool me twice....
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| i don't know why but this picture cracks me up! |
[27 Aug 2004|12:13am] |
haha i'm awsome
edit/p.s
i think i'm getting dumber by the day, i really don't understand much, and apperently i can't read, and we all know i can't spell
ugh, i'm falling apart, last night i had the spins, and i ahve no clue why, and when i sat up i felt light headed and sick and almost threw up. yea i'm big bag health right here i tells ya. no i'm not southern. fuck you
alright i'm done rambleing
ok p.p.s i know whats wrong with me, i ahve "adult onset dysilexia" aka the simpsons gene, if you watch the simpsons you know what i'm tlakin about, (shut up ken, no intervention!) (i also know that in the show it was the men who got the "simpson" gene, so shut up)
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| if chaseing our dreams is just a distraction |
[24 Aug 2004|11:41pm] |
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i guess i'll update, i had a crabby day today, and i thank jesse and james for making me feel better, and my daddy for getting me pad thai and a mango smoothie for dinner
tomorrow there is a rad show, it's clear a path, the kill decibel, and a taste for blood, (kill everyone and since the flood dropped off)
and friday is the matadors show and theres gonna be a freak show burlesque show thingy it'll be wicked awsome
i'm in luv with this song, new american classic by taking back sunday
i need more tattoos i need a new one so badly, that will cheer me up so much, sooooooooooo much!!!!
does anyone wanna go on a trip with me? i'll go anywhere, i know people all over the place, the only catch is i ahve no money, which sucks mad hairy balls.
one day i'll make something of myself
also does anyone have a big axe or a chainsaw i can borrow for the day sometime soon?? it's for a photoshoot
if you do and can help me out let me know please and thanks
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[16 Aug 2004|10:06pm] |
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so warped tour was alright, too much crap went down, and too much waiting and stupid shit, but once we finally got in it was alright
worked the peta table till about 6:30, then wandered saw bunches of people, Taking back sunday was amazing as always i sang along with new friend james and my dearest brandon
and passed the fuck out on the ride home with troy and darcy, and of course ashley
and i guess troy was trying to wake me up the whole time
what up deep sleeper!
sunday i went to watch my boys in the soap opera coma at ye olde embassy, they played well dispite them all being wicked hung over and sick, all except brent and ricky j
i took some pics, maybe i'll post em lata
i also danced around like a nerd and serindaed mel
today was a normal day for me, aka i did nothing
maybe tomorrow i'll actually ahve somthing to do, i doubt that though
and wednesday i dj again at gt's
thursday rad sarah rachael hang out friday shows embassy/whippit, saturday might be another show? i don't remember
whoever wants to ahng out tell me
or you know take me out on a date or something cause i'm sexy
ow ow
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[13 Aug 2004|01:35am] |
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oh well!
i think i'm gonna be bakin some delishous vegan chocolate chip cookies tomorrow for ashleys and my trip to ye olde warped tour, and we all know my baking is the best in life, don't deny it!!
warped tour will be wicked fun too, i get to meet some myspace friends, and hang out and help promote animal rights
to all the little punk rock kids, woohoo!
i feel light headed and a little sick, hmmm that's strange
i'm far too vain, and take too many pics of myself, i need a hobby........ like knitting oh wait i already do that
and want to sew but i ahve no material, i want to make a skirt and a purse and some wrist bands and do beading and wonderful things, and i'm gonna make a purse and put my bettie page patch on it, cause it'll be hot!
i want to cuddle and kiss boys cause that's always wicked fun
jesse is gonna let me wear his stretch armstrong hoodie too! what a nice boy. sure i don't get to see him till december but it's worth the wait
oh man warped tour will be fun, and interviewing bands and meeting new people, woohoo!
lalala i have the most fucked up mood swings yeeeesh!
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when you are feeling down it's wicked hard to pick yourself back up again, somehow people don't understand this. and i'm really not kidding around at the fact that i'm misserable, but oh well, i'll live. unfortunetly
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